That Morning

That morning, when i went back to the work after 15 days off.
I said bismillah.
I said God protect me.

That morning, when i came back at work after 15 days off.
I had no clue.
I had no bad feeling.

But that morning. I didn't realise, that it would break my heart.

But that morning. I didn't know, that it would break the tears in my eyes.

The gloomy days are coming.

The lonely days are starting.

That I don't know, being a part from you, is something that scared me a lot.
That I can't even imagine, being far way from you, it'll hurt.

That cuddling at every night will be impossible.
That hugging your warmth will be my luxury.
That spoiling under your armpit will costed a penny.

I would say those days will pass.
But to stay in that sorrow, it's hardly to breath.

I'm no strong without you.
I'm demanding you.

What should I do?